Hello tumblr.

It’s been a while but this is definitely worth blogging about.

1. Sorry for neglecting you for 6 months.

2. My moms cancer is gone! :)

3. I’m not gonna sit here and sulk about anything.

4. I turn 19 in less than a week! :o

5. I’m leaving for Dayton on Tuesday!

6. I’m over my overly crowded schedule an I just want Colorguard to be over. Damn. Lol

K. Bye.


Lately I’ve been fuckin’ up..

Today I fucked up things with my bestfriend and maybe I’m just blowing this out of proportion but we have always been brutally honest but today she was trying on clothes because she has to go to the Synagog tomorrow for her world religions class, I told her that the nice clothes she was trying on didn’t look good. She got really upset with me and started going on and on about how she just wants to be as skinny as she used to be. She tried on one last thing and I genuinely thought that it looked super good on her! The only change I made was untucking her shirt from her skirt and I looked very goof like she was a business woman or something and she just kept talking shit about her looks. I completely understand about how much it sucks to not be the size you used to be I gained 30 pounds in less than 3 months… I just want her to know how truly beautiful she really is. She looks good no matter how “big” she is. I love her to death and WE will take on this weight loss journey together. As cliche as that really is I completely mean it. I’m here for her through thick and thin. 

and to you

You know I love you to death, I hate it whenever you just keep everything to yourself. I told you to not keep anything from me especially if it’s between us. You said it was okay but it really wasn’t I don’t want you to put away your feelings show me how you feel. If you need someone. I just really want you to understand that I love you more than anything in the world. Don’t just walk away from me please. I will definitely give you your time that you need. Just know how proud I am of you for you to lose your weight the right way. I shouldn’t have said what I did. I love you soooo much. I’m with you every step of the way as well. Don’t give up stay strong. I know you can do it.

I put them together because they both have to do with weight, people are self conscious as am I. It doesn’t matter how great your relationship is with another person you don’t talk about that stuff. I hate losing people and I don’t my poor choice in words. I’m scared that I’, fucking up two relationships with two people that I love to death. I really need to watch what I say.

I’m sooooo sorry



When you get a tattoo and staring is spelled wrong… lolol

When you get a tattoo and staring is spelled wrong… lolol

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this is my human. when human is fussy, i just pet it like this.

as you can see, human is calm.

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that one password you use for everything and if anyone ever found it out they could probably single-handedly ruin your life

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lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE..

It’s actually the other way around.

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE..

It’s actually the other way around.


I can't sleep.

A: Who was the last person to piss you off? What did they do?
B: Do you miss your ex? What would you do to get them back?
C: If you had to choose between your best friend or your significant other dying, who would you choose?
D: Everyone has a few demons, what's your worst one?
E: Have you ever cheated on somebody?
F: Are you a virgin?
G: Do you believe in ghosts?
H: If you knew your girlfriend/boyfriend would be truly happier without you, would you leave?
I: If you liked someone with a terminal illness, would you still date them knowing they might not live much longer?
J: If you sold your soul, what would it be for?
K: Would you ever kill someone? What would be a good reason?
L: Have you ever told a big lie, one that you felt bad for? Did you ever come clean?
M: Is there anything that you'd never do for any amount of money?
N: Would you consider yourself vain or narcissistic?
O: Are you open minded, or do you judge people and things before you give them a chance?
P: Politics, what are your thoughts on them?
Q: Do you prefer peace and quiet, or loud chaos?
R: Religion, what is yours? Do you believe in a god?
S: What is your sexual preference (straight, gay, bi, pan, ace)?
T: What is your favorite sexual position?
U: Has anyone you knew ever died? If so, who?
V: Do you ever want children?
W: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
X: Do you do drugs? Drink? Smoke?
Y: Is there anything you wouldn't do for love?
Z: Would you ever have sex for money?


jshine969:

HOLY FUCK, HE’S HUSBAND MATERIAL!

jshine969:

HOLY FUCK, HE’S HUSBAND MATERIAL!


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